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heartbroken?

Sun Oct 22, 2006, 9:32 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: What Hurts the most- Rascal FLatts
  • Reading: Red vs Blue forums
  • Watching: the darkness of my room
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Well...I have had a bad weekend...

Tonight I was informed by my girlfriend...

She has been sleeping around with guys other than me, three more to be exact, Now I loved her so damn much but sleeping with other guys come on! So we talked she said she loved me and cared about me and still wanted to be together that I gave her mental pleasure and well since she lived 30 minutes away I could hardly give her physical you know what I mean...
I dont know if i should end it though. I see her more than she thinks and I am always talking to her, I guess I wasnt enough...I am not going emo over this I just think its fucking messed up that somone would do something like that to somone they say they "love"
Sex is sex, but with somone you love its special with someone you see every day yet hardly know who they are YOUR A FUCKING WHORE!!! Now i told her my favorite Dane Cook line or something similiar. I said " By the time I am finally able to get to you your pussy is going to look like Star Gate!" I said that then a couple other things then I just poofed I was gone...like a phantom.

So right now I am listeing to my iPod and trying not to break my computer...(for those of you who dont know me well music keeps me very calm.)

Currently Listening to- Rascal Flatts- What hurts the most...blarg.

Thats my shitty weekend. Hows yours been

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:icontwizdead-professer:
Well man for one EMO is for little kids that have nothing better to do with there life... if people think your emo for worring about life and love there just hartless little fags. that there momy dident hug um nuf or some shit...... But for your girl. If she do care about you the way she said.. Then she wouldent have slept with other guys... she would have delt with it and wated till you did get there and would have worked with you on the ditence part.. if she rilly loved you she would have worked at it. sleeping with other guys cuz your to far away to fuck her at the time ... no disrespect homie but she never loved ya and prob wont ... its shitty but something like that .. if you did take her back whos to say she wont do it agen.. just a few words for thought.... and music keeps me from WIGGIN out and killing people by the masses... just fallow what you think is right and look for someone that will stick with you through thick and thin..... MCL later homie...

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When I die, show no pitty,
send my soul to Juggalo city,
dig my grave six feet deep,
put two matches by my feet,
put two hatchets on my chest,
and tell my homies I did my best.
:iconkianna-chan:
Awwwwwwwwwwww I'm so sorry!! :hug: She shouldn't have done that to you, it's not nice.........and I agree with you, she is a f***ing whore for sleeping with 3 deferent men!

Music helps me too.

Well, my weekend I guess you could call shitty too, my Mom came done with a stomach virus, so I've been helping around the house, it wasn't that bad but y'know, shitty.

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"Nankurunaisa."
"Live for Today, but look forward to Tomorrow!"

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